i have never been so tired in my entire life. every night im sure im going to fall to the ground in tears and exhaustion. and somehow i make it to bed and wake up in the morning ready to go again. daniel is still being hard. more surprises and adventures. as usual. our house is a wreck. ive been cleaning all day. i painted daniels room. blue and white stripes with a red door and red windows. its cute. he puts his feet on the wall. and has already banged it up. then at school yesterday, they asked me to be the teacher that hadn´t come for three days cuz her son was sick (substitutes dont exist here). then the other kids were sad because i coudlnt teach art. so the other teacher switched for me to be able to do art. last week there were 4. this week there were 11. 6 of which were teenage boys like daniel. terrors. one little boy painted my skirt red. then he painted the wall. then at clean up time, one little boy came back with his face painted entirely black and his arm. the other boy painted it. and of course they painted the walls of the bathroom. even the special needs kids manage to clean the paintbrushes without problems.
then tete is like a beggar child. she asks for women to buy her candies and chips on the street. and they do it. i get so embarrassed and yesterday i just had it with her. plus more problems and exhaustion. but thankfully on saturday my dad´s cousin and his family are getting here and i will rest for THREE days. pray for me.
less than 100 days til i go. and as for the kitchen reform. it has been vetoed by the head hancho. we are only allowed to buy a cabinent or something small, but no reformation. :) i love community life :) okay im exhausted and shouldnt write in these times.
love you all!
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